My thoughts this morning

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Rain

Woke up this morning with
a terrific urge to lie in bed all day
And read. Fought against it for a minute.

Then looked out the window at the rain.
And gave over. Put myself entirely
in the keep of this rainy morning.

Would I live my life over gain ?
Make the same unforgivable mistakes ?
Yes, given half a chance. Yes.

Raymond Carver,
Where Water comes Together with Other Water, 1983


Perfeitamente expressos aqui.
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